Hiii!
It's middle of august!? No way...
During most of time I was trying to place stuff in my head. In Bulgaria everything seemed so easy and I thought it is okay. Technically it is okay - I know what I want, I thought about important things and I'm ready to rock my world. There's about something else. All this time I was wondering what can I do forget about past. Today I learned the most important thing. PAST CAN'T BE FORGOT. IT CAN ONLY BE ACCEPTED. I accept my past and I'm starting new life. Life that I AM creating.
Life on my own. I end old chapter to start new and to discover new things.
And I won't wait for life to suprise me. I will create my life. Because I can. And I'm able to.
And I won't worry about people that left me, about my ex or about people who forgot about me.
They don't belong to me anymore. They will handle it. I set them free and let them go.
It will be better. I don't want to read the same story because it's boring. I want to go to the next chapter and find out what's next.
Today I feel alive, like newborn. I got that POWER. I believe in myself. I believe that I can do anything a reality. I'm stronger than I've ever been. I'm waking from ashes.
My plans for today? Watching Gossip Girl, packing and going to my bestfriend to a overnight.
Going for a long walk with her, talking about everything and nothing, smiling and laughing all the time.
Then going to her home, watching films and then watching shooting stars. MAKE A WISH.
I know what will be my wish. After I will thank God for new day. And for new me.
My motto? LIVE. LOVE. LAUGH. (live everyday, love Keegan Allen and your parents, laugh a lot)
